Missing Her so much... *_*

Its been 2 months Living in foreign island…
Learning to Live with different environtment…
Learning to Live with different culture…
Learning to Live far away from beloved people…
Actually its not my first time living separated with Her…
But, don’t khow why by this time I’m missing her so much…
Feels like lil bit homesick here…
Only can sing my favorite song that remind me of her…
Luph U MoM…

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You taught me everything.. And everything you've given me
I'll always keep it inside.. You're the driving force in my life, yeah…
There isn't anything Or anyone that I can be
And it just wouldn't feel right.. If I didn't have you by my side

You were there for me to love and care for me.. When skies were grey
Whenever I was down You were always there To comfort me..
And no one else can be What you have been to me
You'll always be..
You will always be the girl In my life for all times

Mama.. Mama you know I love you
(Oh you know I love you)
Mama.. Mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like Tears from the stars
Mama I just want you to know
Lovin' you is like food to my soul

You're always there for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong … (Yes you did)
And you took up for me when everyone was downin' me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on
There was so many times looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me and say to me
I can face anything
And no one else can do what you have done for me
You'll always be.. You will always be The girl in my life

Never gonna go a day without you
Fill's me up just thinking about you
I'll never go a day
Without my mama

-A Song For Mama…- Boyz 2 Men

Dedicated 4 Only Her

Hujan teringatkan aku tentang satu rindu

Dimasa yg lalu saat mimpi masih indah bersamamu

Terbayang satu wajah penuh cinta penuh kasih

Terbayang satu wajah penuh dengan kehangatan

Kau ibu.......

ya 4JJ1 ijinkanlah aku bahagaikan dia

meski dia tak tau biarkanlah aku berarti untuk dirinya

o ibu, o ibu...

kau ibu...

(Lyric “Satu rindu” nya Opick)

Subhannallah…… dengerin lagu itu makin ngingetin aku pada sesosok wanita nan cantik, lembut, tegas, sabar, cerdas, penyayang…. Sesosok wanita luar biasa yang dengan kasih sayang dan kesabarannya (hingga detik ini) telah menghantarkanku kepada diriku saat ini.

Takan pernah terhitung cuplikan episode dalam hidupku bersamanya yang akan selalu membuat mataku tergenang dengan air mataku ketika mengingatnya. Saat saat bahagia, sedih, terharu…..

Engkaulah yang paling berharga bagiku Mah setelah 4JJ1 dan Rasulku… Thanx 4 being the greatest Mom in the hole World … Sorry 4 the little and Big mistakes I’ve done ….

Love U so Much….

-Dedicated 4 my Lovely Mom-
October 2006